we reach an age where we are in our last year of school, and then life hits us at 150km/hr. we deal with our careers, our relationships but most importantly our very individual pathway to our future. hardest thing for me to wrap my head around at the moment would be that i am struggling to hold on to me, i like this guy but by liking him I am hurting a really good friend who has really strong feelings for me which are not mutual. I just find it hard to be happy and it really shouldn’t be an issue because my happiness is at my own discretion and that’s the most important thing. my hearts still healing after the pain of m.b but i am ready for t.f :) gooooooooooooood please help me and assure me that my happiness is damn important and that my friend who is hurting will be ok and will heal. 

T.F you have no idea how much i want to be with you <3 

(Source: deeeeeeek)